life sucks

Life sucks so bad now,
I tried makin it better; tried convincing myself that optimism helps,
but at the end of the day it's still so freaking hard, and it still sucks.

Things keep piling, and piling. and it never stops. That sucks.
Nobody cares if you have backache or heartache or whatever shit.
They would just tell you, that's life.
Nobody would stop time, just to wait for you to catch up.
NO BLOODY THING.

This sucks. That sucks.
Responsibily sucks.
Clock stopped at 5pm 2 days ago. I wished it would just stay there.
But someone fixed it, and time continues ticking, and ticking and ticking.
WHY CAN'T YOU WAIT?
"Too bad", it screams. Life sucks
OH LIFE SUCKS SO BAD.
music helps. but only temporary.
You gotta enjoy it until responsibilty and work overwhelms you again.
I used to enjoy getting responsibilities; and I handled it so well.
Now, its just plain shit.
Worst than bird shit than falls on your face.
Sometimes it seems like living your life means having to eat shit.

it seems like i'm stuck in the past.
but I'm not!
I don't feel that same, not that sec 1 depression thing.
I'm living my life, but with full of complaints.
WHY IS THAT SO?
cos I suck. Everything sucks.
You suck.

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